COMING INTO
THE LIGHT
Fourth Sunday in Lent, Year A. John 9:1-41.
AIM: To strengthen the hearers’ faith.
Is there someone here today who comes
here discouraged – by frustration, failure, or defeat? by the seeming
meaninglessness of life? If so, consider the man in the gospel we have just
heard.
What could be more discouraging than
to be blind from birth, reduced to begging as your only means of subsistence?
To this poor man Jesus gives the greatest gift possible short of heaven: sight.
He does so out of sheer goodness: not because the blind man was good enough,
but because Jesus is so good that he
wants to share his goodness with someone who has next to nothing, to bring the
man from darkness into the light.
The gospel writer intends this blind
man as a symbol of human life without God. He is so understood by the Church,
which in the introduction to the Eucharistic
prayer on this Sunday, which we shall hear in a few moments, tells us that what
Jesus Christ did for this man is what he wants to do for every one of us — if
we will let him. He never forces himself on us.
By the mystery of the Incarnation,
he has led the human race that walked
in darkness into the radiance of the
faith and has brought those born in
slavery
to ancient sin through the waters of regeneration to make them
your
adopted children.
The story,
in other words, is about more than the gift of physical sight. It tells us also
that Jesus gives us spiritual sight:
the inner light of faith.
Notice the progressive stages of the
blind man’s journey. Jesus might have healed him with a word or touch. Instead
Jesus invites the man to cooperate in his own healing by going to a certain
pool and washing from his eyes the mud Jesus has smeared on them. Following
those peculiar directions required faith. How easy it would have been for the
man to say: “Oh, that won’t do any
good.” By his willingness to do this simple thing which Jesus asks of him, the
man, without knowing it, begins his own journey of faith.
The blind man’s journey to faith
brings him into conflict with those who are certain they already possess all
the light there is, people who know all the answers. The blind man starts with very few answers.
Asked who healed him, he first says: “The man called Jesus.” Later he adds: “He
is a prophet.” Finally, questioned by Jesus himself, the man accepts Jesus as
“Son of Man”: God’s anointed servant, the Messiah, before whom he bows down in
worship. Starting with the recovery of physical sight, he has completed his journey
from the blindness of disbelief into the spiritual light of faith.
Those who are confident that they have
all the answers already are journeying, meanwhile, in the opposite direction:
from self-assured enlightenment to the inner darkness of disbelief. Initially
they seem ready to accept the man’s healing as genuine. Then they begin to
question it by raising questions about the man’s identity. When this has been
firmly established, they resort to bullying: “You were born totally in sin, and
you are trying to teach us?”
Finally, these self-righteous
spiritual leaders who presume to sit in judgment on Jesus are in turn judged by
him. “If you were blind, you would have no sin; but now you are saying, ‘We
see,’ so your sin remains.” Refusing to acknowledge their need for God and the
enlightenment that only his divine Son can give, they are condemned to their
own self-imposed darkness.
The story asks each of us for a
decision. Where do I stand? With the
blind man, or with his critics? The blind man’s journey from darkness to light
is possible because he admits his need for light, and trusts the One who offers
it. What condemns his critics to journey in the opposite direction is their
complacent certainty that they know all the answers already. Confident that
they do not need what Jesus has to offer, they turn their backs on him, only to
have him turn on them with the terrible words: “I came into this world for
judgment, so that those who do not see might see, and those who do see might
become blind.”
If you
can make little sense of life; if you cannot see the way ahead; if you do not
know sometimes whether you believe in anything – then come to Jesus Christ as
the blind man came. Show him your needs, your fears, your doubts, your
blindness. Tell him you want what he alone can give.
And as you tell him, trust him as the
blind man trusted when he obeyed Jesus’ simple command: “Go and wash.” Show
Jesus Christ your need. Trust him, and go on trusting. He will do the rest.
I would like to close with a brief
personal statement. It is sixty-six years now since I knelt before the bishop
to be ordained a priest in the Church of God. It was the fulfillment of the
dream I had had, without a single interruption, from age twelve. Have every one
of those sixty-six years been happy? Of course not. That does not happen in any
life. All of us must travel at some time another through the dark valley. For
seven years, 1974 to 1981, I was without assignment and unemployed. Resident in
St. Louis but belonging to a bishop in Germany , I was
like an Army officer who has got detached from his regiment. The clerical system
did not know what to do with me. Those years were hard, and terribly lonely. I
survived only by prayer. And there have been other hard years as well.
If you were to ask me, however,
whether I have ever regretted my decision for priesthood, I would reply at
once: never, not one single day. I’ll say it another way. If I had my life to
live over again, knowing about all the hard and difficult years which lay
ahead, would I still choose priesthood? In a heartbeat! I would change just one
thing: I would try to be more faithful. Priesthood has brought me pain and
sorrow, yes. But it has also brought me joys beyond telling. Those joys are the
reason why I say every day, more times than I can tell you: “Lord, you’re so
good to me, and I’m so grateful.”
The greatest joy is the privilege,
beyond any man’s deserving, of standing at the altar day by day to obey Jesus’
command at the Last Supper, to “Do this in my memory.” Celebrating Mass was
wonderful the first time I did it sixty-six years ago. It is, if possible, even
more wonderful today. My prayer today and every day, starting fourteen years ago
and continuing on into the future, is twofold:
That
the years which remain to me may be dedicated every more completely to the Lord
God; and –
For a happy and a holy death.
I would like to close with a prayer
composed by the great 19th century English convert, Saint John Henry
Newman, at the end of his long life a cardinal, which has been dear to me since
childhood.
Support us,
O Lord, all the day long; until the shadows lengthen, and the evening comes,
and the busy world is hushed, and the fever of life is over, and our work is
done. Then in your mercy grant us a safe lodging, and a holy rest, and peace at
the last. We ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen.
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