Homily for August 15th, 2020: Luke 1:39-56.
Mary, the Second Vatican Council
says, “shines forth on earth, until the day of the Lord shall come, a sign of
certain hope and comfort to the pilgrim People of God” (LG 68). Our pilgrim way
is beset with difficulties. We are reminded of them each time we read the
morning headlines, or watch the news on television.
On this feast of Mary’s Assumption,
we are reminded that Mary also confronted difficulties on her own pilgrim way.
What did Mary understand about the angel’s message that even before her
marriage to Joseph she was to become the mother of God’s Son? She understood at
least this: that in a tiny village where everyone knew everyone else and gossip
was rife, many would consider her marriage to Joseph to be irregular. Yet Mary
responded without hesitation in trusting faith: “I am the servant of the Lord.
Let it be done to me as you say’ (Lk 1:38)
That act of trusting faith was not
blind. Young as Mary was -- and the Scripture scholars think she may have been
only fifteen -- she asked what any girl in her position would have asked: “How
can this be, since I do not know man?” (Lk 1:34) Even this question, however,
reflects faith. Mary was questioning not so much God and his ways as her own
ability to understand God’s ways.
Nor was Mary’s faith a once-for-all
thing. It needed to be constantly renewed.
Before her Son’s birth, Joseph wanted to break their engagement. When
the couple presented their newborn child to the Lord in the Jerusalem temple,
Mary heard the aged Simeon prophesy the child’s rejection and his mother’s
suffering (Lk 2:34f). Three decades later, after Jesus left home, he seemed on
more than one occasion to be fulfilling his command to his disciples about
turning one’s back on parents and other relatives (cf. Lk 14:26). At the
marriage at Cana Jesus seemed to speak coldly to his mother. She seems not to
have been present at the Last Supper. Only at Calvary was Mary permitted to
stand beside her now dying Son, along with “the disciple whom Jesus loved” (John
19:26); deliberately unnamed, many Scripture scholars believe, to represent the
ideal follower of Jesus Christ in every time and place.
The last glimpse we have of Mary in
Scripture is immediately before Pentecost. With the apostles and Jesus’ other
relatives, she is praying for the descent of the Holy Spirit (Acts 1:14).
Thereafter Mary disappears. Her work of bringing Christ to the world was taken
over by the Church.
How did Mary’s life end? We do not
know. In defining Mary’s Assumption on All Saints Day 1950, Pope Pius XII said
simply: “When the course of [Mary’s] earthly life had ended, she was taken up
body and soul into the glory of heaven.” The body the Pope referred to is Mary’s
new resurrection body: the body with which Jesus rose from the dead -- the
heavenly and spiritual body which, as St. Paul says, each one of us will
receive in heaven (cf.1 Cor. 15:35-53). There Mary continues to pray for us on
our pilgrim way. As the Catechism says: “The Church loves to pray in communion
with the Virgin Mary ... and to entrust supplications and praises to her.” (No.
2682).
If it makes sense to ask our friends
on earth to pray for us, doesn’t it also make sense to ask the prayers of our
friends in heaven, the saints? The Catechism says it does: “Being more closely
united to Christ, those who dwell in heaven ... do not cease to intercede with
the Father for us. ... We can and should ask them to intercede for us and for
the whole world.” (No. 956 & 2683) Without Mary’s prayers, I would not be a
Catholic priest today. Let me tell you how I know this.
Before I was a Catholic priest, I was
an Anglican priest, like my father and grandfather before me. Leaving the
church which had taken me from the baptismal font to the altar, and taught me
almost all the Catholic truth I know, even today, was the hardest thing I have
ever done in my life. Starting in 1959, and for almost a year, the question of
the Church, and of my conscientious duty before God, was not out of my waking
thoughts for two hours together.
One of the many obstacles to my
decision was the need to abandon, possibly forever, the priesthood to which I
had aspired from age twelve, and which had brought me great happiness, with no
guarantee that it would ever be given back to me. In Holy Week 1960 a Trappist
monk at St. Joseph’s Abbey in Spencer, Massachusetts, himself a convert from
Judaism, who was helping me along the last stretch of my spiritual journey,
said to me: “Why don’t you give your priesthood to Our Lady, asking her to keep
it for you, and to give it back to you when the time is right?” With his help I
did this.
Had I known then that it would be eight years before I could once again
stand at the altar as a priest, I would never have had the courage to go
through with it. During those years I had many difficulties -- so many that
well-meaning priest-advisers told me I should forget any idea of priesthood and
embrace a lay vocation. That I was never
willing to do. I knew that Our Lady was keeping my priesthood for me, and I was
confident that she would give it back to me one day.
After eight years, on January 27th
1968, I knelt before the bishop of Münster in northern Germany, where I was
then living, to receive the Church’s commission to stand at the altar once
again, as a Catholic priest. I had never told the bishop about entrusting my
priesthood to Our Lady. You can imagine my joy, therefore, when, at the end of
the private ninety-five-minute ceremony in the chapel of his house, the bishop
turned to the altar and intoned the Church’s ancient Marian hymn: Salve
regina, “Hail, Holy Queen.”
Thank you Father Jay for this inspiration in these challenging times. I am so delighted to have found your Homilies here.. .and look forward to more assistance from you as I attempt to seek and allow Spiritual Support and Guidance from those here and beyond in dealing with my attempts to minister to my "flock" here and abroad.
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