Let me tell you about my young Chinese
friend, Doris. She is fourteen years old now, in her first year of high school.
I first saw her in a St Louis hospital, one hour after her birth. While
the nurse tended to her mother, Doris was
lying, naked and unashamed, under a heat lamp, flexing all ten of her little
fingers as she began to explore the unaccustomed freedom of the world she had
just entered. At age four she sent me a Christmas card on which she had written:
ADear Grandpa Jay, I miss you.@ In the fourteen years of her still
short life Doris has brought me more joy that
I can ever say.
Knowing how Doris
has touched my heart helps us understand why, when God decided to come to us in
human form, he started as each of us starts: as a baby. Pope Benedict XVI says
that the little one in the manger at Bethlehem
is AGod with a human face@: helpless and vulnerable, as all
babies are; yet instantly appealing. Looking at this child, and looking at the
man on the cross, we begin to see God.
The longing to see God is as old as
humanity. It was that desire which caused Moses to ask God: ALet me see your glory.@ To which the Lord replied: AI will make all my beauty pass before
you ... But my face you cannot see, for no man sees me and still lives. Here is
a place near me where you shall station yourself on the rock. When my glory
passes I will set you in the hollow of the rock and will cover you with my hand
until I have passed by. Then I will remove my hand, so that you may see my
back; but my face you cannot see@ (Exod. 33:18-23).
What was true for Moses is true also
for us. If God were to come to us in his unimaginable power and glory, he would
overwhelm us. So he makes himself small. AThis will be a sign for you,@ the angels tell the shepherds. AYou will find an infant wrapped in
swaddling clothes and lying in a manger.@
AGod=s sign is the baby,@ Pope Benedict says. AGod=s sign is that he makes himself small
for us. This is how he reigns. He does not come with power and outward splendor.
He comes as a baby B defenseless and in need of our help. He does not want to
overwhelm us with his strength. He takes away our fear of his greatness. He
asks for our love: so he makes himself a child. He wants nothing other from us
than our love, through which we spontaneously learn to enter into his feelings,
his thoughts and his will B we learn to live with him and to practice with him that
humility of renunciation that belongs to the very essence of love. God made
himself small so that we could understand him, welcome him, and love him.@
What was true at the first Christmas
at Bethlehem
remains true for all time. God continues
to make himself small today: he comes to us in the humble appearance of the
consecrated host of the Eucharist. In what looks to the outward eye like a
small piece of unleavened bread, Jesus gives us himself. We cannot see him with
our physical eyes, only with the inner eyes of faith. The longing to see God face
to face remains. It was this longing which produced the verses with which I
should like to close. They were written
in England
a century and a half ago.
Jesus, these eyes have never seen
That radiant form of thine;
The veil of sense hangs dark between
Thy blesséd face and mine.
I see thee not, I hear thee not,
Yet art thou oft with me;
And earth hath ne=er so
dear a spot
As where I meet with thee.
Yet, though I have not seen, and still
Must rest in faith alone,
I love thee, dearest Lord, and will,
Unseen, but not unknown.
When death these mortal eyes shall seal,
And still this throbbing heart,
The rending veil shall thee reveal
All glorious as thou art.
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