Wednesday, May 27, 2015

THE THREEFOLD EXPERIENCE OF GOD

Trinity Sunday, Year B. Deut. 4:32-34, 39-40; Rom. 8:14-17; Mt 28:16-20.
AIM: To elucidate the mystery of the Trinity through our experience of prayer. 
Out of a thousand people selected at random, how many of them pray?  Surveys show that the number is far higher than those who attend church. There are probably few people who have never prayed, at some time in their lives. Prayer is as natural as eating or sleeping, and almost as universal.
A few years ago I made my annual retreat in a Trappist monastery south of Rochester, New York. You might be surprised at all the different people who find there way to a place like that. The Guestmaster, Fr. Jerome, has seen them all: drug addicts, alcoholics, Baptist ministers B yes, and atheists. AI tell my atheist friends,@ Fr. Jerome says, AYou=re in for a big surprise when you die. God will say to you: AI=ve been waiting for you, honey.@
During World War II, which I experienced as a teenager, there was a saying: AThere are no atheists in the foxholes.@ When the bullets are flying, and mortars exploding, even your atheist will pray.  
But what are we really doing when we pray? At the simplest level we could say that we are trying to get in touch with God. Before we start, however, we already have some concept of God. This is different for different people. For Christians, the primary source for our image of God is Jesus, the man who is God: completely human, as we are; yet also completely divine. Moreover, prayer doesn=t really start with us at all. We could not even begin to pray if God had not already implanted in us the desire to reach out to him, and if he did not assist us as we try to do so.
The simple act of praying has a three-fold pattern. First, God is the one we are trying to reach out to when we pray. Second, we already have some idea or image of God before we pray; and for Christians this is Jesus Christ. And third, it is God himself who gives us the desire to pray, and helps us as we do so.
We find a similar three-fold pattern in today=s first reading. Moses speaks there first of God=s work in creation: AAsk now of the days of old ... ever since God created man upon earth.@ Second, this creator-God is no remote AGreat Architect of the Universe,@ uninvolved in his handiwork. From all the nations of the earth, Moses says, God chose one people to be especially his own. He delivered this people from slavery in Egypt Awith strong hand and outstretched arm.@ And Aspeaking from the midst of fire,@ God gave the people Ahis statutes and commandments.@ Third and finally, Moses tells the people that this God, who was the people=s deliverer and lawgiver, looks for a response from his people, Athat you and your children may prosper, and that you may have a long life on the land which the Lord, your God, is giving you forever.@
In our second reading Paul calls this response Aa Spirit of adoption.@ He explains this as the ability to address the God who is both creator and deliverer as Father. The word Paul uses, AAbba@, was in his language the intimate word for father, something like our word, ADaddy@. The ability to address God in that way, Paul says, is not something we can attain of ourselves. It is God=s gift. AYou received a Spirit of adoption, through whom we cry, >Abba, Father!=@
Paul=s words reflect the same three-fold pattern we saw in our first reading.  First, we see God as creator of all that is. Second, this creator-God chooses one people for his own, and becomes their deliverer and lawgiver. Third, he himself enables them to respond to creation and deliverance with the obedient love of children, expressed in the intimate form of address: AAbba, Father.@
This three-fold pattern becomes explicit in Jesus= parting command to his apostles in today=s gospel. AGo, make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.@ Jesus= words tell us that the God who is one is also three. This is the doctrine of the Trinity. The Catechism calls the Trinity Athe central mystery of Christian faith and life ... the mystery of God in himself@ (No. 234).
When the Catechism says that the doctrine of the Trinity a mystery, this does not mean that it can be understood only by learned experts. True, those experts have written countless books about the Trinity. But the simplest believer without any formal education can still experience what those books are trying to say simply by turning to God in prayer. Even children have the three-fold experience of God with which we began. 
Imagine a young girl kneeling by her bed at night. Before she starts to pray, God is. Second, the child has some idea of this God before she kneels down. This is based on what she knows of Jesus Christ. And third, the One who inspires the child to pray, and helps her to do so, is God himself. The child is experiencing Father, Son, and Holy Spirit even though she may never have heard those terms or be too young to understand them.
When we read that the doctrine of the Trinity is a mystery, that does not mean that only learned experts can understand it. It means that all anyone can know of God C learned theologian or simple believer C is only a tiny part of the full reality of God. The language of the world=s greatest poets, and the ideas of the Church=s most learned philosophers and theologians, can never capture the richness, the depth, or the majesty of God. We come closest to penetrating the mystery of God not through study and learning, but through love: not just a warm feeling, but an attitude of the will that takes us out of ourselves and impels us to active service of God and others.   

The anonymous author of the classic medieval work on prayer, The Cloud of Unknowing, has said it best: ABy love God may be caught and held; by thinking never.@ To which we may add the beautiful words of St. Jean Vianney, the curĂ© or parish priest of Ars in France in the first part of the nineteenth century; no theologian, but a man on fire with the love of God. 

AIn the heart that loves God,@ Jean Vianney said, Ait is always springtime.@

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